Its always the wrong time to quit in my house.  Anyway I have no one to share my emotional breakdown with, these changes I am going through is crazy.  I have to find new ways to enjoy what I’ve always enjoyed while under the influence.  I think this is the reason why I did it so much cause life’s a bitch and then you die.  Don’t get me wrong you should embrace change and this change is a long over-due one but why is life so slow now?  Its so slow, I’ve been listening to R&B music today and not hip-hop, well some hip hop but u get it.  Cause u know u can’t rock n roll with out sex or drugs.

I remember when I was a teenager I’d tell my grandmother I was always bored She’d say “Clean your room” or something like that, and I’d say “That’s boring”.  I’ve had teachers tell me that boring people get bored too.  Maybe its the artist in me that just doesn’t get this world that we live in.  But it is time to quit, and I won’t turn back, and I’m told it gets better, I sure hope it does.  If not, I’ve had more than enough fun and its time to “grow up.”